Monday, December 28, 2009

my three most favourite phoots!
hahahaha.the rest are in facebook so why should i bother right?
lalala. i havent recovered. my holidays are soon gonna be over.
hell is gonna start. hello 2010. hahaha. my resolution? idk.
next post i'll say. hmmm. i guess this pretty much defines my holiday.
it's been real fun. i admit it. i got closer to people.
im happyhappyhappy! hahahha.
reminds me of the time i jumped up and down singing Happiness with Amira!
xD that was awesoooome. we were so highh the two of us =D i'll never forget that moment. hehh.
okay, more studying later tmr. hmmm. homework! garh.

dozing off at 9:13 PM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

i really think we're getting a little bit more materialistic these days.
thats us saxophonists.
Nike water bottles for the trip. long-awaited saxes tee.
ooohh i love the mermaid-ish guy at the back. so sexy xD
although it would have been muchh better if the barcode bearing our tiltle had been BIGGER. we need to let people know who we are youknow. well at least the strap is cute. hahaha.
its the second week of december. i have less than two weeks to clear everything up. i strongly deny that i can ignore the malicious stares my homework is giving me any longer.
So without an option, that's a main priority. Haish. can i take a small vacation? A good one! where its possible to actually rest your body,mind and soul. yes i know i've been pretty crammed up and busy with band and everything. its not like its a holiday. we're going for competition. its only normal. yes we all know that. but seriously, i need a break from everything.
Unfortunately,this is all just a bigfat cloud nine balloon i can conjure up. because no way in hell am i going to get that. not until the near end of 2010. oh bloody hell i am scared to my wits end about this. All the heat and perspiration is just blocking my brain cells from dwelling on it. in a way i am grateful to this. but at the back of my overly strained mind, i know its coming. nearer and nearer. i can feel myself sinking away slowly. its scaring the living daylights out of me. literally. not that i get bad dreams about this stuff. just, jarred up thoughts of it squeezes everything else out.
goshhh i sound like im in desperate need for conselling. haish. maybe its all the heat in my head. i start getting pessimistic when i've got a fever. Damnnn i should be sleeping now. resting. whatever it is my body desires and never gets.

okay, my mum is gradually turning into a msia fan. im serious. Nadia! its all your fault. hahahaha. no laaaah,i just wanted to blame you for something. heh.
Jusco in msia is like vivo. except its muchmuch quieter and more affordable.
my mum was like ' i am not afraid to walk into any store here because i know i got the money'
HAHAHAHA. she had that dominating look on her face and i was like, woah.
i got my gladiator shoes! yippeeeee~ im so happy idk why. i've been wanting those shoes for so long. thankyou mummy! (:
things gt so crazy at the arcade. the one game we all enjoyed together. too much actually. hahahaha! khaliq was so adorable picking up all the balls he could find to throw at the aliens. and rauf just screamed like he was face to face with frankestein. of course the rest of us contributed our fair share of noise pollution (: i got so stuffed with chicken that day. like omg. i can feel it swimming through my veins now. LOL.
Amir,Imran,Sarah and Arif are all here from KL! its been too long since i last saw these sweet things. too bad im calling in sick today D: i wanna go out and bring them around singapore! though there's nothing much to see here. other than the usual kiasu acts of us locals and probably the long list of food sources. hmmmm..

i'll be gone with the wind by monday morning. not far uh, just KL. hahahha. just a little further than amira's 'across the bridge'. LOL. hey, she's my roommate okay! i dont think i can even sleep throughout the week. trust me, its been tested. hahaha.
im sitting in the bus with Nadia! yaaaaay! :D hehh. whaaaat? im happy righhht.
we're gonna see live human chickens and roosters monday night. yeahhh, gonna ruush the barrets. great. more dust in the air -.-
so this is it. im not gnna blog until after i come back from KL. which is the week afer. probably longer. happy holidays! oh wait its not over. hahaha. byeeeee!

mon couer sera toi.

dozing off at 3:23 PM

Sunday, December 06, 2009

cheeky grin! xD
handsome brothers! (:
i love their curls! Hassan~

041209

the day i finally got my ass down to do some CIP. hahaha. ironic isnt it? well it was so fun! really.. okay,had to wake up super earlyy. when the night before i slept at like 4am. oh wait,thats morning already. HAHA. so i had two hours of sleep. naturally i woouldve been too bloody tired to do anything. but heck, my mum practically pulled me out of bed. hahahaa. im not complaining kaaay. because for the next 5 hours. i literally turned into the nicest person on earth.

Meeting the other volunteers and all. hahahhaa. they're from everywhere and they are awesome people. so friendly and annoying. the latter being referred to the 2 st patrick's guys. LOL. this girl from NYP. she's so friendly! and she talks like a white chick. hahaha! go figure. so the first 2 hours, we were stationed at the carpark. to like welcome and SMILEEE at guests who were coming in. all the VIP's were so full of themselves. i wanna show them the way,they're like okayokaythanyougoodbye. LIKE HELLOOOOO. tsk. ungrateful people.
it was kinda boring at first cos most of the ppl hadnt arrived yet. then the bellboy from st pats came over to help me carry some luggage up the second floor. hahaha! he was being super annoying and rubbing his nose in my face he whole time. why? cos he took pure lit. wth right! hahahaha. then i defended myself with my Amath. LOL! it was so retarded lah. yes yiting, now i agree they ARE jerks.

for the rest of the day, we helped out with taking care of all the kids. the playing area. there were soooo many kids runnning around having fun it was such a joy seeing them i swear. its like when you're flying without wings~ HAHAHAHHA. ok,random. s
i was at the rockclimbing station most of the time. it was quite slippery what with everyone jumping around so i had to help most of them climb up. lucky all the pumping and heavy exercising with the arms had me strong. i carried cute little babies! (: youknow,when you wanna reach for something you gotta push your way through all the obstacles blocking your way right? i kept telling this this to every single kid. 'never gve up'. the way they listened and looked up to me telling them such deep stuff gave me the purest most sweeet feeling in the world. honestly,sometimes all these kids need is a little pushing and motivation to get them going. and i was so happy to be doing that for them.
i met so many great kids. each one of them haaad their flaws and holdbacks. even with aggravation kicking in most of the time. but when they touched the top of that tower, you can never imagine how amazing theyre feeling. everything shows from the expression on their small little faces. and its even more overwhelming when they keep coming back to try again..

i want to do this again. definitely.

dozing off at 10:20 PM

Friday, December 04, 2009

phrases wear and tear.
especially ones like 'once in a lifetime'.
that on has been used beyond repair.
so if you're reading this, wake up and get a new one.

i think it's really unfair.
to think that just cos there's higher priority.
they get what they want.
no need to mix anymore la.
we're all happy where we are.

i've made an oath.
to manage time better.
HAH.like that's gnna happen.oh well.
im looking forward to trying.

joanne sucks.
she keeps laughing when im the pivot.
like you're so good at it lah woman!
hahahhaha. kidding. we all suck anyway.

there's no reason why im posting this way.
if you're wondering.

kakak pipin's right beside me now.
snickering and LOL-ing to herself.
ahhhh, the amateurness.
okay shut up. i know im a noob.
but only when it comes to technology.
aiyah,just go live in ice age lah.

the math booklet keeps giving me evil stares.
im serious.like everyday.
mostly when i take it out from my tuition bag.
LOL.im like totally neglecting it lah.
poor little booklet. just wanna make me feel guilty only.
TSK. to think that i do the work leonard and alvin give me.
im such a hypocrite when it comes to homework. ahhh,damn lah.

lets hope a five star hotel is what looks like.
at least from the pictures on internet.
hmmm, im gonna hog the shower. i dont care.
we dont have to pay for water you know xD

dozing off at 10:59 PM